On your 25th Birthday  / Mom
Hi baby, I have been wanting to come here to your website all day and tell you Happy Birthday and how much I have been missing you today, but our internet has been down all day! This is the first chance I have had and now it is so late and I am so drained from the emotianal day it has been that I am having a hard time trying to remember all the the things I wanted to say. You know I love you and you know I miss you. I can only pray that you knew how much we all loved you when you were still with us. I may not have been a perefect mother, I know that, but my love for you was the only perfect thing I could offer. I hope you knew how much I truly loved you, how very proud I was of you and how much respect I had for you. You grew into such a loving and caring young man, with such a wonderful sense of humor. You were talented and smart, did you even realize that? I wonder sometimes if you knew just what a wonderful young man you truly were. Twenty-five years ago today we looked into each others eyes for the first time. I will never forget that moment. You were such a beautiful baby. I remember when they told me that you weighed 8 pounds 1 once, I thought "wow that is a big baby!" Then when they handed you to me, I just kept thinking of how tiny you really were and so very helpless. I just wanted to keep you in my arms, hold you tight and keep you safe forever. I only wish I could have done that for you, kept you safe. I pray you are safe now, even though I am not the one protecting you. I pray you are happy and free from pain and sorrow. I pray that you know how much you are loved and missed. Good night my precious son. Happy Birthday. I love you. Your mom Close

Brian~Happy Birthday My Precious Angel Friend XO  / Jane Einarson~Matthew's Mom (I care/friend )
With all my love & care to you and your special family xoxox (((Brian))) Close

brian / Jeannette Hutchings (grama)
hi brian,
 well today is ypur birthday. we sure wish you were here.

   i just want you to know.
 if you had known how much you were loved you woul have lived forever.

   have a heavenly birthday. celebrate with brady.

        live and miss you
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Thinking Of You Dear Brian XO  / Jane Einarson~Matthew's Mom (I care/friend )
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Can't Stop thinking about you  / Mom
I just can not stop thinking about you today! I keep trying to do my work, but your face is all I can see. I miss you so darn much Brian! Why did this have to happen to you? You never hurt a soul in your life. You were the one that was hurting, but we didn't see it. Why did you hurt like that? I can only hope and pray that you knew how much we loved you, how much we still and always will, love you.

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brian / Jeannette Hutchings (grama)

hi brian, 
 well it is just grama wishing you a happy valentines day. we sure do miss you. you were such a joy to our family. it is not the same not seeing your big smile. well have a nice v-day.

    love always grama and grampa h

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Being your mom  / Mom
I have worn many hats and traveled down many different roads in my 44 years of lifes journey, but my favorite hat worn and my favorite journey of all, is being your mom. Although we are physically apart, I am still your mom and forever will be. I am still here for you if you ever need me. All you have to do is reach out your hand and I will take it in mine. Our hearts have become one. I will finish my journey of life with you in my heart and our spirts together. I know I will never travel alone. I love you forever and ever Brian.

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brian / Grama Hutchings (grama)
hi big guy. i just wrote to brady i know you are looking over him. you are both missed so much i cannot tell you how much. i just hope you are happy as i know you are. i know i did not see much of you boys as you moved away. but let  it be know i miss you so much. well have a good day. give my brady a big hug.

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Valentine's Day  / Mom

I changed the background for Valentine's Day. Hope you like it. I hope your Valentine's Day is a special one sweetie.

Love always,
Mom

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To Dear Brian With Love XO  / Jane Einarson (I care/Friend )
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Memories / Mom
Every day I tell you how much I miss you and I do, so very much, but today I am going to share a memory I have of you. I remember the day you brought the Neon home for the first time. I will never forget the excitement in your eyes and the smile on your face. Your first used/new car. You were so smart about buying something dependable and affordable, yet it was red and sporty looking! You were for the most part, always practical. I remember going for a ride in the Neon with you. Sitting next to you, watching you and knowing that you were truly happy. This is just one of the many, many memories I have of you Brian. My memory is not so good sometimes, but when it comes to remembering you, it never fails me. You will live on in my heart and in my memory. I will share you with everyone I know and meet. You will never be forgotten son. Thank you for 23 years of wonderful loving memories.

Love forever and beyond,
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miss ya  / Melissa Hutchings (cousin)
I dont have much time but i just wanted to say I miss you. 
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Poem for my baby  / Brian's Mom
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THINKING OF YOU XO  / Jane Einarson (I care/Friend )
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As usual, I miss you  / Mom
Oh Baby, I miss you so very much. Some mail came for you today. It was just junk mail, but seeing your name on it made my heart sink. I put it in your keep sake box. I can not seem to part with anything of yours. I put some of your clothes away in a keepsake box today. That was so hard. Looking at those close so neatly folded, knowing you would never be here to ware them again. My heart hurts! It feels like someone is sticking a knife in it and twisting it as hard as they can. Will it ever get any gentler or will it always hurt this bad? I love you my sweet angel. Mom Close

THINKING OF YOU BRIAN XO  / Jane Einarson (I care/Friend )
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brian / Grama Hutchings (grama)
hi big guy'
 well the year 2005 is almost gone. i sure wish you were here to see the year 2006 come in. but i know toy will be looking down on all of us and keeping us safe. i told brady to by your side. i miss you both so much. only i can know how much. we flew a baloon for you but it got hung in a tree and it is still there. it is all gramps fault. well brian just have a good year up in heaven. watch over your family and wendi.

    hugs and kisses

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Christmas poem for Brian  / Mom
In memory of our son Brian David Street.
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> As the snow falls and begins to lightly dust the ground
> families begin to gather around
> for Christmas is near
> and we long to be with the ones we hold dear.
>
> In our house someone will not be here
> An empty chair at our table is clear
> for Brian is in heaven this year
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> it is hard to believe that our precious child is gone
> that he is not here at home where he belongs
> but, if we remember him in our hearts he will always live on
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> so as you gather with your families this year
> and sit at the table to feast
> remember the one that once sat there
> that filled that empty chair,
> to say the least
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> Then give your toast and be thankful
> for the family you hold so dear
> never forgetting the ones who filled our lives with 
> love and brought so much joy
> even though they are no longer here.
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> Please say a prayer for our boy
> who brought alive every parents fear
> and all the children spending christmas in heaven this year.

Written by Brian's mom December 2004
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Merry Christmas Brian  / Mom
Here it is, Christmas Day and I miss you so very much. We did not let this day pass without thinking of you. I lit a candle last night, a red one with a picture of you on it, and set it outside, it is still burning. After Jay and Matt opened presents we went outside and all of us released balloons to you. I know you got at least one because we all watched as it went up and disappered into the clouds. You are missed son. We did the best we could to honor your memory.

All my love forever and beyond.

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love you  / Grama Hutchings (grama)
hi sweet brian,
 well we went out and put a real candle on your site it was burning real bright. we are thinking of you today. have a good day in heaven. shine down on your family as they need you.


    love you very much

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